he grabs her hands.

I was trying to catch my bus after school, and because it wasn't in the back of the bus loop, I had to walk my butt all the way up the front. And as I was walking up to the front, so many couples passed me.

Jon & Brittany.

Ian & Rose.

Mark & Jasmine.

George & Laura.

Some more miscellaneous couples.

I envy them.

I envy the fact that I won't have a regular relationship as long as I'm in high school. I understand that my life hasn't started yet but is there anyone out there willing to give me a sign that I might find someone....soon?

I'm just....a teenage boy who needs some lovin' in his life and nowhere in the story does it say, he grabs HIS hands.

....You wanna know the worst part? It sucks that the person I thought I was gonna be with, is going out with someone else. This person is great, looks and personality, from what I can tell. It's a rock and a hard spot. I don't wanna ruin our friendship, and I'm sooo sooo happy for him; that's why I won't say anything. Not that I have anything negative to say. It's frustrating as a bitch...How do you tell the person you have extreme feelings you have feelings for them? And there are other guys...trust me, but I would only want them for sex...and that's not me. I wouldn't go out with someone just because they can give me sex. It's immoral and unethical.


So here I am. Alone. And discontent. And loveless. Yay me...