detras.

detras in spanish is, behind.

A lot of people do stuff from behind.
They cross their fingers, have anal sex, backstab, talk crap and give dirty looks. Well, in some way.

Bottom line, as of right now, the world....my world needs a rehabilitation. We need to CEASE this "detras" stuff immediately or else.

The reason that Im writing this blog is that...no matter how hard I try; I know that my world will be filled with nothing but drama; good or bad. All I can say is...

TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF.

And if you think you can honestly trust someone else, trust that you can trust them.

But just know, ANYONE is capable of ANYTHING. The entrusted trustee can do anything "detras" your back.

If only I could detox and go into a social rehab, I'd be okay. Those stupid, negative, mood-detrimental bitches....I hate them all. I can only stand to look at selected few. You know those people? The people you trust to be entrusted with your trust. The ones you can count on...most of the time. The ones that do their best to try to be there. The ones that'll slip away as time goes on. I'll say it once and I'll say it again...I need a social rehab; to align my stars and straighten out my priorities and check WHO I can trust or not trust.

Next social rehabs: Prom. Camp Pathfinder Island. Summer Vacation. College. Prom Camp Summer College...here I come.

Please.....God, help me through this time of need. If I don't believe in Jesus, how can I believe in "hope"? I need...trust. Badly.