A little sad but I will not leave this joyous month without giving you a great picture.
This is how I feel. Minus the girl and the guy part.
This picture explains my sexuality to a tee.
It's like...the girl has a small end and is rarely visible, but you can definitely see how much the guy has and he's clearly visible.
This picture was done by Adam Bouska. He's a great high fashion and controversy-topics photographer and I love his work. Like absolutely love his work. I spent literally three hours trying to find his pictures and every time I found one, my eyes were literally in a photographic heaven. And it leads me back to my black male theory, maybe I was seeing into the future of my future hubby, but maybe Adam. I think this because look....
Adam is a "black male".
So, this leads me to another question....was my fantasy indirect and am I doomed?
Anyways, I'm moving onto that conundrum. Never have I ever felt more of an urge to go to college and start my new life....independently. College is looming over my shoulder and I'm just anxious and so ready to dorm and get my learn on!
Seriously, I can get the fuck out of the drama and somewhere where I can become rejuvenated and refreshed somehow. I just really want to go...and finally become my own person. I'm....ready.
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